July 6th - MRI

One thing I didn't mention about Kayla's treatment yesterday is that we left her port accessed when we went home.  She was going to have it accessed for the MRI the next morning, so I asked her if she wanted to take it out and than have it put back in the next morning, or just leave it in.  She said she wanted to leave it in (which surprised me).  Now for our day. . .

Today started right around midnight.  ;)  Kayla woke up crying because her accessed port hurt.  There wasn't much I could but try to get her to go back to sleep.  Penny, the nurse, did explain to me how to take it out if she changed her mind, but I wasn't sure I felt comfortable doing that yet.  So, I just kept trying to calm her down and get her to sleep.  She kept crying on and off (mostly on) for the next 3 1/2 hours.  Ugh.  I think 3:30AM was the last time I looked at the clock and I hadn't really even slept yet for the night.  I was already exhausted from the past week of crazy busy-ness and 4th of July festivities, treatment yesterday, and knowing that we have to leave by 5:45AM this morning.  So, after almost 2 hours of sleep, I got up and ready to go.

Kayla was much better when she got up and didn't complain about her port hurting.  She didn't cry about being hungry or thirsty at all.  She did ask me on the way over if this was her last trip to the hospital.  I had to tell her that no, we would do this again every three months.  That got me thinking. . . three months from now is my due date.  That will be interesting. :)  For her next MRI, I will either have a brand new baby (if she comes a little early), or I will be just about to have a baby.

When we got to the hospital we went in and got registered.  I had explained to Kayla that this would be just like her dental surgery a month ago.  She seemed okay with everything.  We went down the the MRI part of the hospital and talked to a super nice nurse for awhile and the anesthesiologist.

Side note:  As I was thinking through everything last night, I realized that Kayla would need another dose of zofran this morning, but she couldn't eat or drink anything. . . . so I would not be able to give it to her in OJ.  I called the doctor at about 8:30PM and thankfully, Dr. Hanson was the one on call.  I told him the situation and he said that he would leave orders for zofran with the nurses and for me to call them at 8AM when they got to work and they could figure out how to get it to the hospital to us.  I felt pretty good about this.  It is usually around 8AM when she starts to feel nauseous, so I thought she might be okay up until the MRI.

So, back to waiting for the MRI:  I told the nurse that she had had chemo yesterday and usually gets   nauseous in the mornings and explained about the zofran situation.  She was so nice and told me that they had zofran right there and that she'd just get the anesthesiologist to approve it and they could give it to her right away.  I was glad that it worked out that way because it was only 7AM and Kayla told me that she was starting to feel sick.  So, we got zofran in her through her port and she decided that she was tired (I can't imagine why, ha ha)  and lay down on the bed to rest.  The MRI wouldn't start until 8AM, so we had an hour to wait.  I talked to the nurse quite a bit.  She was so nice and interested in Kayla's condition and how everything came about.  I told her that it would be VERY good if I were there when Kayla woke up from the anesthesia and she told me that she would be sure to work that out.  


Kayla fell asleep for most of the conversation. . . 

Kayla also got an anti-anxiety drug to help her be calm for going into the MRI.  When it was time to go, she insisted on walking, even though the nurse anesthetist said she probably wouldn't be able to with the medication.  But, no, she walked only holding my hand.  When we got to the door of the MRI room, I couldn't go in.  I was a little nervous about how she would handle that.  But, she did fine.  She refused to hold anyone's hand and walked alone to the bed in the room.  The nurse anesthetist put her up on the bed and got her all settled with her pillow pet and blanket.  She lay down and pushed the mask away when he tried to put it on to gas her to sleep.  I told them several times already to please use the port, she doesn't like masks.  So, he gave her the sedation through her port.  She was out pretty quickly.  This experience was completely different from her last MRI. . . she did awesome.


I then went down to the surgery waiting room (which I am getting pretty used to) until Kayla was done.  They came and got me about 20 minutes before she went into the recovery room so I could be there when she got there and when she woke up (yes, I really liked that nurse who arranged everything).  They wheeled her in on the bed and she slept for several more minutes until she woke up.  Kayla was very calm and did great waking up.  After a little while, she sat on the chair with me and ate a Popsicle and watched some cartoons until they de-accessed her port and we left.  


One thing that I wasn't too excited about was after I told the anesthesiologist that she was nauseous he decided to put a breathing tube in her during the MRI in case she threw up.  I knew she'd be fine once she god the zofran and I knew that a breathing tube was probably going to give her a sore throat, cough, and may result in the same kind of night we had after her dental surgery when she woke up at 2:30AM with a fever, cough and sore throat and we were debating whether or not to take her to the ER.  I will be praying hard for a good night tonight!  I really could use some sleep! 


For the rest of today, Kayla has been great.  She didn't even want to lie down and rest all afternoon.  We went with my mom out to the orchard so she could get some cherries to take home and then Bryson took all the kids on some errands so I could have a little quiet time.  Kayla kept up with it all and was normal and energetic tonight before bed.  


Now, we get to have a weekend before we start another crazy week next week!  Lots of doctors appointments. . .  

July 5th - Week 16

Kayla was scheduled to go in for her MRI on Friday morning, the 6th of July and then go right over to the clinic afterwards for her chemo.  But, on Tuesday, I got a call from the clinic asking if we would mind changing our appointment.  Dr. Hanson really wanted to see Kayla since he hasn't seen her since our very first visit to the clinic.  They had worked it out with his schedule to fit us in on Thursday instead of Friday.  So, we decided to do that.

We went in on Thursday morning and did the usual thing (oh, and my mom came to town which was SUPER helpful).  It was so nice to meet with Dr. Hanson.  I like and trust his opinions and preferences about different things concerning Kayla's treatment.  He is on the conservative side of everything, so he does not like to take any unnecessary risks.  He told us that we have chicken for a doctor. :)  But, I would rather her have a chicken for a doctor than risk taker.

I asked Dr. Hanson about the wart on Kayla's foot and told him that Marnie told us to go to a dermatologist and have it removed.  His opinion was to just leave it be and let it go away on its own.  That sounded good to me because it is one less appointment that we will have to go to!  Dr. Hanson also wanted to get rid of the steroid because of the long term side affects it has.  So, since I was able to get Kayla to take zofran at home last week (hallelujah!) he cut the steroid out completely and we are done with it.  Yay!

I also asked him about cutting out fluids.   Marnie said that they usually cut out fluids after the first month of treatment, but they hadn't cut any of Kayla's out because of the nausea and because she wouldn't take zofran orally at home.  The fluids are partly to help with nausea and partly to protect her kidneys.  Dr. Hanson's feelings on that were the fluids aren't hurting anything, so he doesn't really see a need to cut them out, it would be just for convenience in having a shorter visit.  But, he also said that we won't know if her kidneys will do okay with less fluids until we cut out fluids and she starts to have damage done to her kidneys.  So, in that way, he likes to err on the side of caution.

I was glad to hear all of these things that he feels because it gives me more of a knowledge base of where and what I want Kayla to be doing.  If we are meeting with a different doctor with different opinions, like wanting to cut out a bunch of fluids or add in unnecessary medication, I want to be able to tell him or her what I would like to stick to what Dr. Hanson recommends (now that I know what it is).

So, her counts were good enough to do her fourth treatment in the maintenance phase.  The next two weeks will be off weeks.  We will go in next Thursday for a blood count check.  If her counts are on the rise, then we won't have to come in the next week (whoa, what am I going to do?)  we will just come back the week after to start her second cycle of 4 on 2 off weeks of chemo in the maintenance phase.

For the rest of the day, we colored, and colored, and colored some more.  We ate lunch, watched  a little bit of Snow White, colored outside on the patio, colored inside, took a little walk around the halls, and then she played a little with some stamps and Play Doh.

We left before her second dose of zofran (because we'd have to wait another hour or more).  We were still there from 10AM until about 3:30PM- not including travel time (which is about 40 minutes each way).  It was a long day.  

June 28th - Week 15

I have to say I was somewhat looking forward to this week's treatment (well, last week's. . . I am a little late in posting about it).  I was excited to share with the nurses that I was able to get Kayla to take zofran and I was ready to start cutting some stuff out.  

On Wednesday, I got the normal reminder call about Kayla's appointment.  The one thing I was a little unsure about is that we were going to see another different doctor that we hadn't seen since she was in the hospital.  I just didn't know what this doctor would do or think or suggest.  They are all so different.  

About a half hour after my reminder call, I got another call telling me that they were going to have to change Kayla's appointment time and doctor.  So, we were going in a half hour later (totally fine with me) and we were going to see Marnie (the nurse practioner).  I was really glad about that change!  Especially since I had talked to her last week about trying to get Kayla to take zofran and then starting to cut out the steroid and extra fluids.  

So, Thursday morning, we did our usual thing and got to the clinic at 9:30AM.  Kayla insists on parking on the lowest level of the parking garage each week so we can walk up the stairs. . . which is fine. .  . but I am getting more and more pregnant each week . . . 

Anyway, we got there and had no problem accessing her port.  Usually, they have at least one extra person in the room besides the nurse who accesses her, to distract her with bubbles or books while they stick the needle in.  But, that day no one else was there and she still did great.  Each week she gets a token to get a prize from the treasure tower.  We are getting quite the collection of little bracelets. :)  

Another side note, Kayla's appetite that past week was huge!  She was eating twice as much breakfast, lunch and dinner and always hungry.  One of the side effects of the chemo is supposed to be a loss of appetite.  I am glad we haven't seen any of that.  When Kayla's vitals were taken, I asked the nurse how her weight was.  She gained a whole pound that week!  Everyone seems to think she is looking thinner, but I think she is just going through a growing up and thinning out phase.

So, when we met with Marnie, I told her of our success with zofran (in code, of course, I don't want Kayla to know just yet what I am doing).  Marnie told me that she would cut the dose of steroid in half this week and then next week she would cut it out completely.  Yay!  After that, they will start to cut out some of the extra fluids (that could be 2 hours or more cut off of our weekly visit!).  

Kayla's blood counts were good, so we went ahead with the treatment.  In the chemo suite, she had fun playing and making music with Miss Stephanie.  I think that is her favorite part of each week.  

There was a special treat this week.  There were two little miniature ponies outside between the hospital and clinic for the kids to go and see.  I felt really bad that we didn't bring Lily because she is REALLY into ponies right now.  She has read a whole bunch of the Pony Pals books lately and loves them.  (In fact, later when we got home and I told her about it, she teared up and was so sad that she missed it!)

Kayla isn't into animals much, so I couldn't get her to be in the picture, but look at those little pink shoes!  This pony wasn't any bigger than a large dog.    

Here is the other pony.  He was bigger.  Just a little. . .

For the rest of the time at the clinic we did coloring activities, ate lunch, practiced writing letters, and watched movies.  When we were all done, the nurse asked me if we wanted the second dose of zofran.  Kayla wouldn't be able to get it for another hour.  I was pretty confident that I could get her to take it at home, so we left!  

When we got home, I poured everyone a little cup of root beer and put zofran in Kayla's.  She drank it no problem.  Yay!  On Friday morning, she was fine until about 8 or 9AM and then came and told me she felt like she was going to throw up.  I asked her if she wanted some orange juice and she readily agreed. :)  I put some zofran in that and after the first sip she told me that she was already feeling better. :)  She drank the whole thing no problem.  

Two more things I forgot to mention.  One is that Kayla has this little wart on the bottom of her 4th toe.  I keep forgetting to show Marnie, or whatever doctor we were seeing until this week.  Marnie told me that she needs to have it taken off because it will spread quickly and become painful.  So, I need to make an appointment with a dermatologist soon (what's one more doctor's appointment anyway. . . ugh).  

Second, Kayla is due for another MRI.  She will be having one every three months.  The hospital had already scheduled it and I found out about it when we were scheduling the next week's treatment.  So, what we will do (this week, since it is Monday now) is go in for her MRI on Friday morning --we have to be at the hospital at 6:45AM--and after she is done with that we will go straight to the clinic for her treatment.  That is going to be a LONG day.  They will put her under for the MRI, so I am sure that she will be pretty tired for her chemo.  I think I will need a nap, too!  At least it is only one trip over to Boise.  

SUCCESS!!

So, my plan for this week was to get Kayla to take zofran. . . somehow.  And of course, this week, after treatment, she had absolutely no nausea.   Usually, she'll at least feel like she needs to throw up a couple times: sometimes she will, and other times she'll just cough into the toilet.  Then she is good for the day.

I have been waiting for an opportunity to sneak the liquid zofran into something to see how she would do.  I have already tried the dissolvable tablet and that didn't work. (I tried putting it into her mouth while she was sleeping and she spit it right out--five times!  I also tried putting it in the middle of a Starburst and she spit that right out, too.)

Well, tonight the perfect opportunity arose.  We had our weekly pizza and movie night with the kids.  Tonight, we also had a little root beer.  I put a dose of the liquid zofran into her root beer and she drank the whole thing!  Yay!!  Now, I know she didn't NEED the zofran.  But, I also know that it won't hurt and I really wanted to have a for sure success before we go back for her next treatment.

We don't usually drink a lot of pop, but she might just have to have a special "treat" on treatment days when we get home so I can get some zofran in her.  I think I will also try orange juice because she really likes that, too.  I am so excited about this victory!  Hopefully, it wasn't a one time thing-- Kayla can be such a funny girl.

I am hoping that we will be able to cut out some extra fluids and steroid and waiting time for the normal second dose of zofran.  We'll see what the doctor says on Thursday.  We could potentially save 3-4 hours of time at the clinic (I am guessing).  Nice.

June 19th - Week 14

We went back to the clinic on Tuesday for Kayla's next treatment.  We didn't have to be there until 9AM this time, so I had time to get up and go walking, shower, get everyone ready, drop them off at a friend's house and be on the road around 8-ish.  

Things went smoothly when we got there.  They weighed her (she has pretty much stayed the same weight, some weeks lost a little, others gained a little), took her blood pressure and temperature, and accessed her port.  Then we went in and she started playing some musical instruments with Miss Stephanie.  

Marnie, the nurse practitioner that we were seeing that day wanted to talk to me alone, so while Kayla was busy having fun singing songs and making music, I went and talked to Marnie for a few minutes (this is a big step for her--letting me leave the room).  Marnie talked to me about Kayla's medications.  She has been getting zofran each week through IV, and the past few treatments she has also been getting a steroid (something like dextrose, I think) to help with nausea.  Most weeks she will wake up the next day and throw up and feel nauseous for a couple hours.  Anyway, the main thing that Marnie wanted to talk to me about was trying to get Kayla to take zofran orally.  (Sigh. . . been there. .  .tried that)  If she would take it orally, we could cut down on hours of extra fluids that she is getting each week at her treatments.  Also, they would start to cut down on the steroid until she was off of it.  The steroid is great for nausea, but it has more long term side affects.  I am all for cutting that out, also cutting down the time that we spend at the clinic each week.  

So, we made a plan to just try to get Kayla to take zofran orally that morning before we started chemo.  Stephanie was in with Kayla pretending to take medicine, trying to get her warmed up.  When they ordered it, they found out that the pharmacy at the clinic doesn't carry liquid zofran.  I already knew that she wouldn't take the dissolvable tablet, so we were going to try the liquid.  So, the quickest way to get it was to call in a prescription for her at the hospital pharmacy and have me go and pick it up.  Again, I went in to Kayla and told her that I had to go and get something and that I'd be right back.  She could have cared less what I was doing--she was having fun with Miss Stephanie.  Nice.  So, I went and picked up the zofran, came back and we got it all ready.  As soon as she saw medicine, she completely shut down and refused to take it.  Sigh.  We tried just about everything and she would not take it.  

So, we gave up and ordered the IV zofran so we could get started with chemo.  Bummer.  Kayla ended up with the usual, zofran, dextrose and then more zofran at the end.  And lots of fluids.  

Kayla did have fun while we were there.  Playing music is the big favorite. :)  

We did A LOT of coloring.  That girl never gets tired of coloring.  We colored at the table, colored in bed while watching a movie and back and forth.

Jessica, another child life person, gave Kayla a necklace with beads to string.  Now, this is a very special necklace.  Each bead represents something that she has done.  Her name is in the middle on those little square beads.  Then she has beads for hospital stay, port insertion, surgeries, MRI, LP, one for each port access, one for each chemo treatment, and so on (there is a long list).  She will continue to get beads each week until she is done with treatment.  They were a little behind in getting her started with it so we had some catching up to do.  These are the beads that she has earned so far. . . and it completely filled up the necklace!  It is a nice way to keep track of everything and see it when we are all done in a more tangible way.

So, around 12:30PM or so, I asked Penny, the chemo nurse, what our time line was looking like (i.e.  how much longer??)  She told me that Kayla still had over an hour of fluids to go and then if I wanted her to get another dose of zofran before we go we'd have to wait until 4:15PM.  Ugh!  Someone had been a little sneaky over the past few treatments and had given her the second dose of zofran after 4 hours (which was very nice), but Marnie corrected that and said they had to be given 6 hours apart.  I  knew that I would not be able to get Kayla to take it at home and that she would wake up throwing up if she didn't get that second dose, so we waited around for 4:15PM . . .

Of course, on the way home we were getting into the beginnings of rush hour traffic and then there was a truck that lost a bunch of bags of something that spilled all over the freeway that brought us to a dead stop and then a crawl for awhile, so it was after 5PM when we got home.

It was a very, very long day.  I REALLY want Kayla to start taking zofran orally.  We are going to have to work on that this week. . .

June 13th - Week 13

We have officially started the Maintenance phase of chemo.  Yesterday we went back to the clinic for chemo.  It was an early morning, we had to leave by 7:30AM, which includes getting everyone ready, packing up a days worth of stuff to do and food to eat, and dropping off Nathan and Benson at a friend's house.  Lily wanted to come with us this time.   

We got there right on time.  Nurse Anna came and got us to go back and access Kayla's port.  She is an old pro at this now.  As long as she has her smelly chapstick close to her nose and a sucker in her mouth, she is good. :)  

We met with Dr. Meeker this week.  I told him how Kayla's dental surgery went and reminded him that I was the one he talked to at 2:30AM the other day.  She has been doing fine ever since then--I am so glad we didn't have to take her in to the hospital and that she didn't get any worse.  

Kayla's blood counts looked good to go on with chemo, so we went ahead with everything.  

We all got settled into the chemo suite.  Lily and Kayla colored for a little bit.  Then Miss Stephanie came in with all of her fun musical instruments.  They had fun playing with her.  We watched a little bit of Snow White and colored some more.  

It was such a nice day yesterday and there is a great patio area off of the chemo suite where we can go outside.  So we did!  The girls were out there a lot.  Miss Jenn (with Child Life) came and had lots of fun things to do.  Lily had fun practicing her jump rope. 

Kayla had fun coloring outside and playing My Little Pony with Miss Kim (with Child Life)

The girls each filled out a Father's Day sheet while we were there.  They wrote out their answers for different questions about their dad.  I am excited for him to see it.....they are pretty funny!

There was a lady out in the lobby who had sewing projects for the kids.  Lily and Kayla both helped sew a pillow case to bring home.  They absolutely love them.  This lady comes in every other month to volunteer.  There are so many people who bring things in for the kids and who volunteer.  It is really neat to see all of it. It's still hard to believe that we are on the receiving end of all of this...

Nurse Meredith had a very cool trick that she showed us.  She had some dry ice that she put in a styrofoam cup.  She added water, which created a lot of steam, and then put a rubber glove over the top.  The glove filled up with steam until it was standing straight up and it eventually popped off the cup.  The girls really liked it and had her do it two more times!

Here are their finished pillow cases.

So, while we were inside, I heard Dr. Meeker's nurse, Erika, come in and tell the nurse administering the meds that Kayla's orders were in and what she was getting--which included Pentamidine.  I was a little confused by this because she just got Pentamidine a few weeks ago (it hadn't been a month yet) and last time we had to come in on a separate day because her doctor does not like to give it on the same day as Zofran.  Also, they just hadn't told me they were giving it to her today (technically, yesterday).  I kind of like to know what she is getting...

I asked the nurse about it.  She told me that they are giving her the Pentamidine a week early (I should have asked why, I know, because really, we will be in next week, too)  and that it is just a doctor preference thing about giving it with Zofran or preferring not to.  Dr. Hansen does not like to give them on the same day because of some rare risks of serious heart side effects.  Dr. Meeker is perfectly comfortable giving them on the same day.  So, it just depends on the doctor that we see that day.  I guess I wasn't totally happy about this because all along I have been told about not mixing the two and all of the sudden, it is okay.  I really wish we could just see Kayla's doctor each week!

Another thing I am a little worried about is that we were scheduled to come back in on Tuesday next week.  Yesterday was Wednesday, which is already off from our usual Thursday that we have been doing all along. But now, she won't even have a full week in between treatments.  I really hope that her blood counts have enough time to come up enough to be ready for another dose of chemo on Tuesday.  If they aren't then that will put us back a week because they won't be able to give her a treatment.  She has been so close to the line lately that I worry that she won't quite make it back to that point.

I have noticed over the last week or two that Kayla's energy seems to be going down just a little.  She is wiped out by the end of the day and sometimes during the day she gets really tired.  It probably doesn't help that I am trying to keep the other kids busy by going to the park everyday and doing other summer time activities.  She is doing great keeping up with everything, but I can tell it is starting to wear her out (it's wearing me out!).  It makes me think that we still have such a long way to go and I hope that she can make it through all of this while having a "normal" life.

To Go or Not To Go. . . to the Hospital

So, the night after Kayla's dental surgery was a little bit of a scare for us.  She woke up at 2:30AM with a terrible barking cough, fever and sore throat.  She was crying for medicine, which of course, she refused to take.  But, I got her an ice cube to suck on and that seemed to make her throat feel better.

I took Kayla's temperature and it was 100.6.  Although, she was flailing around quite a bit because she doesn't like me to take her temperature (I have a very easy digital one that you just stick in the ear for a second. . . ).  I decided to call the doctor because I was thinking that we'd have to bring her in to the hospital.  The doctor said that he wasn't worried about her cough--it was probably from the surgery-- and I didn't need to bring her in unless her temperature was 101 or if she was having trouble breathing.  (Note:  the doctor on call was not one of my favorites)

So, I told him thanks and went back into Kayla.  She seemed pretty miserable.  I was able to take her temperature 3 more times (I wanted to be sure to get an accurate reading) with Bryson's help.  It was 101, 102 and 101 (each of them point something).  That got me a little more worried.  We were trying to decide what to do.  She calmed down and was going back to sleep.  Her throat felt better from the ice, she wasn't coughing anymore and she did have two very warm blankets that could have helped her body temperature to rise a little extra.

We decided to wait a little while and see how she was doing.  About a half hour later, I felt her head and her fever seemed back down to normal and she was sleeping peacefully.  I was awake for about 2 hours, continuing to check on her and having a hard time going to sleep.

Kayla slept the rest of the night without any problems and has been doing good.  She does still cough a little bit and has had a little runny nose, which worries me, so we will have to keep an eye on it.  We go back in to the clinic on Wednesday next week for chemo again if all is going well.

June 7th - Dental Surgery

Today was Kayla's dental surgery.  Just so you know how far she has come since the beginning, I was able to talk to her yesterday about what we'd be doing.  A couple of months ago, I would not have done that.  She did much better not knowing what was about to happen.  But, I told her yesterday that we were going to be getting up VERY early and going to the hospital.  I walked her through everything (including no food or water) and she was totally fine with it.  Kayla even reminded me to wake her up in the morning. :)  

So, my day started out at 5AM  (well, actually more around 4:30AM. . . I could not sleep for that last half hour and it seemed to drag on for forever!)  I got up, got ready and ate breakfast before I woke Kayla up so she wouldn't see me eating.  I told her she could just wear her pajamas, so after she woke up I put the sleepy cream on her port and we headed out to the van at about 5:30AM.  In the car, Kayla told me that she was "swallowing her slobber."  She never once complained about being hungry or thirsty.

We got to the hospital right at 6AM and got registered.  Then they took us down to the surgery waiting room (I think that's where we went . . . I was kind of tired).  A nurse then came and took us back to pre-op.  I have to say that this whole thing was A LOT easier than when we were there a couple months ago getting her port put in.  

We were back in the pre-op room for awhile waiting, talking to nurses, the doctor and anesthesiologist.  The nurse told me that they were going to use a gas mask to put her under and then access her port.  I wasn't so sure that would be a great idea.  Neither did Kayla--she does not like the gas mask thing.  I told the nurse that she would be much better accessing her port and using it for the anesthesia.  Thankfully, they did that.  I could tell that the nurses there don't access ports all day everyday like at the clinic. ;)  It took the nurse like 10 minutes just to get everything out of the packaging and and go through the procedure of accessing her port.  The nurses were very impressed with how well Kayla did.  It is no problem for her anymore.  Yay!  

After her port was accessed, they gave her something to relax her.  I got all dressed up in the operating room attire (body suit, booties and hair net) and got into the bed with Kayla.  We both got rolled down the hall into the operating room.  In there, we moved Kayla on to the operating table and I held her as the anesthesiologist gave her medicine to knock her out.  She went to sleep pretty quickly and I got let back to the surgery waiting room.  

Everyone kept asking how I was doing.  Honestly, this was so much easier than the last time that I was doing just fine.  It was a little bit hard to see her asleep and walk out of the room, but they let me give her a little kiss on the cheek before I left.  I waited for about 45 minutes and then someone came and told me that there was an update from the operating room for me.  So, I went to the front desk and the nurse was on the phone for me.  She told me that they were halfway done and that everything was going great.  She was just afraid that I was out there worried about how it was going.  Actually, I was fine, but I thought it was very nice of her to give me an update.  

After about an hour or so of waiting, Kayla was done and in recovery and someone came and got me and took me back to her.  I got there just before she woke up.  Phew!  I specifically told a few different nurses that I needed to be back there before she woke up.  Both times she was put under at the beginning of this whole thing, she woke up before I was back to her and she freaked out both times.  I did talk to Kayla before hand and told her that if I wasn't there yet, not to cry, but that I would be there right after she woke up.  This was another big thing for her. . . she told me "okay" and seemed fine with it.  Wow, how far she has come!

Kayla woke up just fine, asked for water and a popsicle and and then went back to sleep.  The nurse kept telling me that she was doing fantastic and that everything looked great, so when she woke up we could go home.  We were in recovery for about an hour before we left.  The nurse de-accessed her port right before we left and was amazed at how well Kayla did.  I told her that she's been doing this weekly for the past 12 weeks, so she is finally getting used to it all.   

Here is another major milestone for Kayla. . . the nurse asked her if she wanted to ride in a wagon or a wheelchair.  She chose wagon.  When the nurse asked Kayla if she would let her lift her into the wagon, Kayla said yes.  What?!  I was shocked.  She never lets anyone move her carry her but me.   So, the nurse lifted her up out of bed and into the wagon.  Two other nurses pulled her down to the main lobby --and get ready for this--one of them told me to go out and pull my car around to the front.  They would take Kayla a different way to meet me.  I told Kayla where I was going . . . and she was totally fine.  Whoa.  So, I went and pulled the van around and they brought her out to me and she jumped out and got into the van.  

We got home by 11:30AM.  Kayla was great the rest of the day.  She was a little tired at first, but later in the afternoon she was up and around like normal.  

I am so glad that this is over!  And by the way, she has 7 sliver crowns and 1 filling.  Sigh. . . she comes from parents with weak enamel.  

What an amazing little girl!

June 5th - Week Off

We are in the second of Kayla's off weeks now.  We went in this morning just to check her blood counts.  It was a very smooth and easy visit.  We didn't even meet with a doctor today.  They just accessed her port, and took some blood.  Once they had her blood counts back, they gave me the print out and sent us on our way.

Her counts were good today.  In fact, they met the criteria to do a treatment if it would have been a chemo day.  They will continue to go up over the next week since she won't have another chemo treatment until next Wednesday.

Now we have her dental surgery on Thursday.  I will be glad when that's over!  I am not looking forward to leaving at 5:30AM to get to the hospital with Kayla who will be tired and hungry and thirsty and won't be able to drink or eat anything after midnight.

May 31st - Week Off

Kayla has now completed the Induction portion of her chemotherapy.  I think of it as the introduction.  Now she has two weeks off and if her blood counts are up to a certain level, she will start the Maintenance part of her treatment.  The Maintenance part will consist of 4 weeks of chemo, 2 weeks off.  That will continue to repeat until she is done with her 60 weeks of treatment.  

So, last Thursday, was her first off week.  She did not have chemo, but we still had to do the whole sleepy cream, go to the clinic, access her port, take blood and meet with a doctor.  

Kayla did fabulous for all of it.  She even wanted to go in to the chemo suite before we left and say hi to Miss Penny (the nurse who administers the fluids and chemo) and Miss Stephanie (music therapist).  She, of course, wouldn't talk to them, but I think they still felt special that she wanted to go and see them. :)  

While meeting the the doctor (our first time with Dr. Meeker)  we went over Kayla's schedule and talked about her dental surgery, which is next week.  Everything is being worked out between the clinic and the dentist's office and the hospital.  This is very nice for me because all we have to do is show up when we are supposed to.  

One question I asked this time was if there was anything we could do to help Kayla's blood counts to come up faster, for example, certain foods to eat.  The answer was no.  Her bone marrow is taking a beating and it just has to recover on it's own and keep reaching the level it needs to get to to take another beating.  Kayla's counts have been pretty low for a few weeks, so I am glad that she has a couple weeks to recover and will hopefully be doing good to start her next treatment.  

So, the next step is we will go in again on Tuesday to the clinic and check her blood counts again in preparation for the surgery.  Dr. Meeker was pretty confident that she will be fine because her platelets have been at a fairly high level this whole time and that is what is important for surgery.  Then Thursday (June 7th) will be her dental surgery.  We will have to be at the hospital at 6AM (yipee) and the surgery is scheduled for 8AM.  

So much for two weeks off! Ha ha.  Even on her off weeks of chemo, we will still have to go in to check her blood.